“I’m sorry, but I cannot love you the same way I loved him.
I cannot think of you every second of the day. I do not have trouble sleeping from thinking about you. I do not feel the need to brag about the cute and beautiful things you do for me, but don’t get me wrong- my heart skips a beat for you. I do smile when I think of your voice. I am addicted to your scent.
But I’m sorry, I just cannot love you the same way I loved him.
Because every time I think of him, my heart breaks and my stomach drops.
I am too scared to love you. I am scared of laying in bed, sobbing, and feeling the great pain of my body when I learned he didn’t love me anymore. I am terrified of being too dependent, just to end up more alone than what I started with.
I am in love with you.
But I’m sorry, it’s just not the same as I once felt for him.”
-I’m sorry // via 2ndsong (source: @poemsporn_ // instagram)