Dear one-sided lover,
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
I am sorry because I couldn’t love you the way you wanted. I am sorry I couldn’t give you what you wanted.
But please understand that I am hurting too. The feelings of guilt- they are never ending. The feelings of hope that you might find someone better- they are never ending.
I keep telling myself that I didn’t break your heart when I rejected you, but it’s a lie, isn’t it?
Liar. Heartbreaker. Liar. Heartbreaker. Liar. Heartbreaker.
I see you looking at me when I turn my head. I see you giving me a shoulder to cry on. I see you being the third wheel.
I wish I could do something other than limiting my PDA with someone else, when in front of you. But I am helpless too.
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I wish someone would give you the kind of love you want.
The society makes a mockery of friend-zoned people, but they don’t tell you the guilt that comes with friend-zoning in people like me.
It’s all in vain now, because you’re just a friend to speak about.”
-From A Person at the Other End of Unrequited Love (via thoughtsandsmiles)